Posting since after so long... Think I will be making this blog private.
After what I've gone through today, I've realized that there is no one who I can trust, to speak my problems to. Some might say that I'm attracting attention, or just creating unnecessary problems for others and myself. Thing is, sometimes when I comment on something in private, I don't really mean it. Which is also the reason why I don't bear grudges or hate people because of their past. To make it short, I don't judge people. I comment, I carry on with my life, interact with you if necessary, but I don't care what others or I have said in the past.
I think this is probably the reason why I'm turning up to blogger, which is rare, after I have been using tumblr for quite a while, but stopped recently, because somehow it's always about reblogging stuff... (Sorry, tumblr fans!)
Yeah but I guess no one is going to read this blog except for myself anyway.
One very meaningful lesson that I have learnt is that, no matter whatever happens, NEVER EVER TRUST ANYONE. You are not supposed to tell anyone how you feel, or whatsoever shit, because... READ THE ABOVE.
Frankly speaking, I'm not against anyone that I'm hanging out with. I would say that they are awesome, really awesome. Hanging out with them can be quite fun and interesting. If I had made any negative comments about them in the past or future, I do not mean it, because if I do, I wouldn't be hanging out with them anymore.
You know, at times when you comment on someone/something negatively out of the blue because you feel like it? Well, that's what I'm trying to say. But if I'd hurt anyone in the process of commenting, I would sincerely apologize to these people, because you mean a lot to me.
Common Test is just days away, and I've got a bad feeling that I wouldn't do well. To me, doing good means getting at least 80%, but I'm trying to get at least 90% for every module. Call me a perfectionist if you want, but that's life. You either step on someone's head, or else someone will step on your head.
It has been a fruitful 17 years of my life. I've realized that this world is cruel. Just like the saying, "Survival of the fittest". So, do you want to survive, or do you want to fall? I want to survive, hence I strive to do so.
Some may call me selfish or whatsoever, but seriously, when you have stepped out of your dreamland, you will know what I mean. You don't have to thank me for it, just know how to protect yourself.
With this, I shall end my post for today.